My lil patch of quiet
This is me - I didnt ask you to like it.
Monday, August 28, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Was it supposed to make sense?

Oh, sorry. lol one day it might. But in a senseless world - a little abstract thinking might be just what you need! You never know. I mean I doubt the world was ordered and rational when Alice fell down the rabbit hole, or when Peter decided to never grow up. In fact if it HAD have been ordered those, wonderful things may never have happened. And then where would we be?
People watch to cautiously for the rabbit holes in the world, much more so than wondering what they might have found if they fell in. curiouser and curiouser I ssay - much more than I would love to be a swinger of birches - I long to be the diver of rabbit holes, the taster of size inducing concoctions, the imagination flying through the woods on the arm of the huughty red queen. If only we had that kind of world. The world of an innocent child, then maybe we could understand...
P.S. This picture came from somewhere else - I didnt make it. I just dreamt it one sunny Shepparton day.
Me n sez after a sweaty kids church

Have you ever been so in love with something that you're a part of, that to give it up would be heart ache of the bery most bittersweet nature? Thats how I feel about Kids church, the current ministry I am in share charge of. Truly the most rewarding thing i life is to have a child, small and innocent, take on the things that you teach them and be all the better for it. I like to think that part of what I do is impart something so special in to the young minds that I meet. And that something is not anything to do with me at all - I am proud to say that it is all the work of Jesus.
For those of you who arent sure, there really is a God, this I can say with unwavering certainty. There is no way you are here by chance, that your life only precedes that of your parents - that you dont mean anything. Oneday I might elaborate as to how I know for sure that there is a God, who sent his only full blood son to earth to die for all eniquity... but it probably won't be today.
But know this - there is a God. One day, I'll tell you how I know - and you will believe. so be prepared. I don't lie. It's not something I know how to do. Also believe this - he loves you and if he's the only one - at least he is someone.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Now for a lil seriousity...

“Now let’s think for a moment about this thought. Unforgiveness in the heart produces negative and destructive thoughts in the mind. The Bible tells us as a man thinks in his heart, so is he. I like to say, “And so he becomes!” What you think about and see in your mind comes to pass in time.”
http://www.whm.org.au/blogger/2006/04/unforgiveness-is-destructive.html
People who wrong people are people who can’t forgive people. I like to think that I’m a person who doesn’t wrong people. From time to time I wrong myself but I am not a wronger of people. Therefore I can forgive just as easily as the next non-wronger.
But I’m so hurt by the whole process I’m not sure how long it will take me to get back to feeling about Kathy as I did before. Love may have turned into casual indifference but I was never angry at her before. And I don’t choose to be now.
The thing about forgiveness is that, on our own, we’ve got no hope .
Sunday, August 20, 2006
This is me!

Wow, I'm always catching trends too late. but I guess thats not why I'm here, cos its trendy - I'm here because I want to be. That and they closed down my Open Diary. Which I really enjoyed doing but maybe I can say things here and people might here them.What I'm really here for is to make a difference.
Not to the blog site - to the world. At the end of the day thats what we're all here for. God told me to fight so I'm going to fight - I'll explain why in the coming months.
A battle is a battle and I'm not scared of hard work - just of losing. But i guess you cant lose when you've got God edging you on, telling you to stand up, be different. Shake things up.
So thats what I'm here for. Like it or lump it - its time we all looked at ourselves and decided once and for all what we're here for. Blessings





