Anyway...

As it turns out all churches have tradition in the front greed in the trunk and crime in the butt. But I've had enough of it so I'm done with the detail. I've just decided that its not worth investing in - the only thing to invest in is love. In Aaron in God in Nessy and what else is there?

There's the quiet - but I never seem to have that anymore. And try as I might, its seems so hard to get back. Life gets in the way of spirituality - of trancendence. And I so want to trencend, to settle in ultimate truth and serenity.

But maybe thats my mortal foil. Maybe truth and serenity dont go hand in hand. maybe Serenity is a place of being but truth itself a phase. Constantly changing, a phase in an entangled world...